DuH alternative lifestyle

Had a good time saturday evening.. think i prefer dinner parties these days to the club. Its just .. well.. different. Its a cozy feeling, where people come together to enjoy time with one another without loud music, smoke and yes, without sleazy men around. hahahah.... And, its amazing too how board games can be so entertaining. and its surprising to find out that a fren of mine can think of all the ways to look young - from botox to facelift. Man! What has she been reading!!!

I guess i've mellowed down alot - from partying every other weekend to zilch time at the club these days. Don't really enjoy it as much now.. don't ask me why - i can't really put a finger on this one either. Its just.. well.. i don't enjoy partying as much as before i guess. No particular reason. Oh, did i mention that i was at the club the other day, so, its not really zilch-zilch. Anyway, i was literally bored to death. Was at this bar called none. Used to enjoy the boozing sessions there -but, it was pretty dead that weekend.. or, rather, i was pretty dead that nite. Dead, as in - BOOOR--R-RING... rotting to death here.... cobwebs growing.... Needless to say, i left really early. I had a girl fren with me, and both of us just sat there,inert, in our little corner - looking like the most bored people that ever walk on the face of this earth. It was pathetic...... Oh, and, there were this gay couple on the dance floor, and another straight couple too - one couple snogging one another's face off, the other, trying to grab at anything and everything off each other? oh man, that was *toungue-out-totally-gross* ...

Anyway, my point is - i think i like going for house parties, or, just some nice quiet chilling out. I wonder if this comes as a package of aging. hmmm... at my age - people still scream at me, saying " GOOSH! ! ! YOU ARE still SOOO YOUNG".. the truth is -- is it? anyway, back to what i was saying - its wonderful to hang out with my guy, with some frens, as to partying the nite away. Its nice and easy - and the best part, i've got my entire saturday to enjoy. No more blurry-eyed 1/2 saturdays, its all wide-eye-bushy-tail full saturdays. More time, more energy, more stuff to enjoy. I reckon its an alternative lifestyle to partying every weekend away into oblivion.

oh.. one of those weird things emerging into my brains now.. .. i'm getting kinda freaked that christmas hols are coming. I know - its still like a million years more to go before christmas. and, i think this is madness. But, i just can't help it. Guess christmas is the season where you get all lovey-dovey and all that stuff.. it reminds you of being with your own family. Everyone's with somebody.. and well, i guess, i've got nobody that I truly will be happy with.. i mean... its not that there's no one...... i've got lovely frens and family around me that i will love to be with. ople whom i still care for, and they care for me and all that stuff... but... its just a lack of that element -- that special feel.


Anyway, enough of wondering minds for one day. . . . christmas is still a long way to go, so, let's not even talk abt that ya.

KiN