-nameless day-

Can't really come up with a title for today's blog section. Well, i'm just feeling happy. (",) Happy cz, today, i'm on leave - whew! its been awhile since i've really took time to slack and enjoy the day. Got up around 10 tis morning, and now, i'm in front of my pc, doing what i like doing online best - writing me blog and reading idle emails from frens.

Anyway, i think its a wonderful day out there today - unlike the previous days when it was doggone gloomy. makes me feel a little sad. strange shld weather affect a person's emotional well-being. Ya- come to think of it - hey, do you guys get affected by the weather too ? I mean, maybe i'm the easily influenced type - but, i don't know, if there's a natural thing, and ppl do get affected by weathers.

Sigh - having the thought that i need to turn in early tonite - on a FRIDAY makes me feel.. sigh.. what word shld i use to describe it ? ? ? - I know my guy frens will say "spoiler". You know, takes the fun out of fun - you spoil the fun, so, we "noun" it, and make it a Noun - Spoiler. That's the perfect word for it, though, well, very vernacular lah.. . :P

Have to at my fren's place at 1/2 past 6 in the morning !!!!! can you beat that. Well, yes, you have not heard wrongly.. in this part of the world, ppl are up and ready for marriages at obscence hours of the morning.. its strange isn't it - don't ask me - beats me too...

ahh.. the wonders of chinese cultures.. anyway, this is my first time having to wake up real early for a wedding - i'm usually the "audience" - those ppl who sit around and stuff their faces with food on the pretext of a wedding party. . . heheh.. either that, or, i'll be the usher, the recpetionist for the party itself. So, its still enough sleeping time and looking pretty for the "show".

SOmetimes, you really wonder if all these marriage ceremonies are just a show... To me, i feel there isn't an sanctity in marriage these days - married guys have girlfrens, and marriage ladies have boyfrens. Call me prudent - but, in my rule book - that sort of say - "that can't be right?what's wrong with all of you". . . but well - who are we to judge isn't it. And before you start anything, i have to set the record straight. i'm not against the married people whose doing that, but more of the mindset behind it.

Its kinda scary these days, cz, everywhere you turn, there's a story to tell, a tale to mention abt this. sad isn't it....

where is the sanctity of marriage ? maybe marriage has grown to be just a ceremony, a ritual in this modern society. its sad isn't it.. ... ...