blogging on blog

its only recently that i started playing around with the html and java scripting on templates in the blog. it can be quite fun doing it. . . my blog still looks really plain though. but i have a mind to spice it up a little.. that is, when i have the time.

well, what have i been up to ? i don't know, really - just didn't feel like jotting down anything into the blog these days - maybe i'm in a more pensive mood rather then a journaling one. Prefer to let my thoughts run across my mind, then pen it.. err.. type it down. Well, i'm prone to such moods these days - and, too many thoughts have been running amoke in my mind that, i keep reading emails wrongly. Well, some of you may have already experienced the scatter brain at work. . . Anyway, i'm sure scatter brain wouldn't be around for that long a duration, ya. So, you guys hang in there. :)

have u ever miss something or someone, but you know that you wouldn't get around to having it - ever ? its a horrible feeling isn't it ? but i guess, its a mind over matter - if you put your mind to it, one can achieve great things ? yes ? no ? I don't know - maybe? Sometimes we wonder why put ourselves through so much - enjoy what you have now, and think about the consequences later... Hmmm.. so which kind are you

1. the kind that calculate consequences and think and plan ahead
2. or the kind that say "hey, life is short - heck it! Go ahead, enjoy! consequences can be dealt with later"

I don't know i can't really put a finger which is better - maybe, we should do a little of both ? O, i don't know. Maybe i should go back to the caves and think through it, and come up with my little theory much later.

But anyway, for now, i think i'll choose 1. I dont' know - i feel vulnerable if i haven't think through things. As if i'm unprepared for life - well - though we can't really be totally prepared for life - but well - at least, there's some pre-emptive job taken.

well - i've got to go now - i know my blog isn't too exciting this days - but well - its my blog, not your's - i can write anything i want.. hehehhehe.. so long for now folks...

(ps - to some one i know who may be reading. ooooooooooooooooo )